still here December 24, 2007

well, it’s christmas eve …. still no baby …. it’s ok, that sorts out our christmas decoration issue, normal rule is no decos put up till after my b’day was wondering how we were foing to do it with baby……. no problems now

mum wanted me to go to christmas eve dinner, “K & D might be comming” well if K is comming means she will be bringing wil with her, I’m officialy 10 days over, I just got past the miserable stage, I will be pressured to hold “the baybee” the whole night will be about “the baybee”, I don’t want to hold someone elses baby, I want to hold mine, Like I said I just dragged myself out of misery it still hangs on the edge, I wont be pleasant to be around, I wont have a good time.

tomorrow will be “our” first christmas, just us, I have a turkey breast roll in the fridge, veggies in the freezer, and a box of bonbons in the cupboard …….. It will be nice …. the only sad thing, no pressies for us under our tree this year, I didn’t get around to it, even though the boy said his christmas present is in my belly I still feel bad, but I know we will make up for it next year. there will also be more decos ours currently all fit into the tree box …. kelly may have inspired me we may have a bathroom tree next year, the boy will be horrified

a Plan for tomorrow December 20, 2007

I’ve given up waiting around, had a major cry session this afternoon, decided waiting is not the thing to do…. I’m on my last bag of RLT I’m hoping this will speed things up a bit I need more…. so tomorrow I am going to venture to the big shops, the boy will freak but I don’t care I need things to cook, like chicken pieces, and raw vegies to eat and to do the last little bit of pressie shopping, I also need some sort of cheap greasy cream for my belly I’m fast running out of nutrimetic oil stuff and its expensive to buy more right now.

unfortunatley MIL got what I was going to get for the boy, not that he can’t use some more blue singlets and holeproof socks I might see if I can find a nice T-shirt or 2 all of the others seem to have been worn in the shed…. its soo embaresing to go out with a man in an oil stained shirt

one thing I’m very glad of is that MIL cleaned our bathroom and kitchen almost back to the way it was when we moved in, in the process I learnt how to do it, by watching, asnd which products seem to work best, she uses gumption and all purpose cleaner for everything so simple, she also got some mould remover for the bathroom, I’m hoping to convince the boy to use it on the cealing

heres hoping all of my plans for tomorrow will be rudley interupted

its been a long week December 16, 2007

MIL has gone to stay at nice nans house again, I’m on my own again life atm seems good,

spent most of the week talking with MIL discovering little gems from the boys past, Learning a little about his sister (another long story we don’t even talk about her) and btiching about E. E has very strong views about parenting she thought it was bad that her 4 YO neice couldn’t count to 5 in order like M at 3 could, but I bet that 4YO could ride a bicycle and catch a ball and swim a little bit but we won’t go there (though I can’t believe her now almost 5YO has never had a swimming lesson, I’m hoping baby comes soon so I can start making inquiries not good ringing and asking what the minimum age is can I book a spot, umm sorry no I haven’t got a name yet or a sex or a B’date ).

The boy just rang … he is still at nans he is going to go past his mates place on the way home and he’ll be home around 5  to shower and dress ready to go to dinner at 6, I hope he behaves himself, he always comes home with a few beers under his belt when he goes there, I could handle his loud annoying mate if it wasn’t for the beer that comes with him either provided by him or us

MIL believes The Boy will become a blubbering mess when the baby comes Hope he manages to hold himself together for a bit though I know he is starting to worry a bit now, every 5 mins he checks that I am alright and he has even started to rub my back (awww) I get in trouble for not having my phone right next to me

I think I mioght go have a nap

LOL December 9, 2007

I’ve just been cruising around surfing forums, and blogs waiting to become tired enough to sleep

I’ve noticed something, there a dude on youtube(I’m too lazy to find the clip) who noticed it ages ago

it is the excessive use of the term LOL

what ever happened to general laughter HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA or giggles HEHEHHEHEHEHE

not only is there and excessive use of lol but people have been trying to useit in place of Hahaha so we get Lolololol

a very simple explaination for theses people LOL stands for Laugh Out Loud

Now if you put Lolololol you just said Laugh Out Loud Out Loud Out Loud Out Loud

Idea of Lol was to reduce the number of letters one has to type if you are going to stretch it out first you lose the meaning, second you defeat the purpose and third you make it hard to read try Hahaha and Hehehehe it makes more sense

you haven’t gone yet?? December 8, 2007

anyone would think the boy’s parents beleive we would fail to tell them when their new grandchild arrived.

friday night his dad rings, not to say hello mind you just to get BIL’s number, he explains that he has been staying at his GF’s and left his mobile at work …….. his GF lives just around the corner from the BIL who’s number he wanted they have his GF’s contact I’m sure the message would have gotten to him

this morning his mum rings I answer “so you haven’t gone yet” WTF is wrong with these people, Mil is staying at BIL’s place does she think we are still not talking to BIL and E (long story) then goes on to ask if there are impending signs…… I dunno……… any tightenings, well yeah but they’ve been happening for weeks, raspberry leaf tea does that. MIL is coming to stay tomorrow I’m not sure how long for, I’m not sure what I’m going to do with her, hoping my windy aches turn into something more during the rest of the night and it won’t be an issue

No dinner with PA????? December 6, 2007

nope bored little me stuck at home alone again

aparently they took Pa to see the Baybee last night (anyone considering it don’t go to royal womens at randwick the service sucks) so there is no need to do dinner tonight …… but but what about me I wait all week eating the easiset thing I can find for dinner looking forward to the night that I don’t have to think about what food to cook and it dosen’t happen and I can’t go visiting bercause mum and dad have gone christmas shopping

Mum even was nice enough to remind me that I said I don’t need a car, well I don’t I haven’t been out of the house for days because I don’t want to go to far on my own I want to get my magazines but I don’t want to go to the shop on my own anyway what good would a car do for me, dinner isn’t on and mum and dad are out shopping so no hope of dinner there either 

I’m bored December 5, 2007

I hardly slept last night, my back aches

we seem to have had a growth spurt last week was 34 cms this week 37 8O, heres hoping thats a good thing, and baby will be out soon if not we could go past christmas I’m not sure I could handle that, I wanna get back on my bike even if it is just for bread and milk, atm nothing at all fits not even the boys pants, I know for the first time ever I am heavier than him, I haven’t stood on the scales recently, I don’t think I will

speakin of the boy he’s working late again, Iwonder if I can manage to fall assleep b4 he gets home, that could be good

I might go and try or at least lay there and read

you will let us know when it starts won’t you? December 3, 2007

Bull crap….. last night I got a phone call, dad rang to thank the boy for giving him a bottle of chivas in return for his rescue mission the night b4 (he who is always right ran out of fuel). and to tell me that aunty rang and K is in labour ….. Well whoopdido so what, here I am getting frustrated with my belly, my legs are hairy my feet itch and it may be TMI but I’m having trouble wiping my bum, on top of that I often feel like I gotta go (either way) only to sit on the loo and have the feeling dissapear, I want a camenbert avacado and smoked salmon toastey I have spent the last 2 weeks feeling like AF is coming, I have feet sticking into my ribs and I get told my cousin who can do no wrong (remember she’s the girly girl that mum missed out on) is in labour dad just has no idea sometimes, I cried all night.

I will not let them know until I need mum as backup or we have a baby X or Y named ???? born at XX:XX. I really don’t want every one knowing things have started I might post on EB and perhaps here if I happen to be online at the time but I will not have evryone I know knowing thats just stupid nothing interesting to tell them yet, I would have prefered just getting a message this morning (K had her baby, named william by C/S)

happily  Mabel also had her baby this morning very early, 00:01hrs on the loungeroom floor aparently it happen a little quicker than expected and jack garry (not sure where the jack came from but garry was my uncle) was delivered by ambos …. she always wanted a hombirth but couldn’t afford it (I’m sure theres a whinge in the archives somewhere about medicare and health funds not covering homebirth). that was nice to find out

some background info ….. K dislikes Mable, Mable did silly things when she as younger,  K helped out but became put out in the process, she still dwells on it. K announced her pregnancy on the same day as mable, their original due dates are the same, K has spent most of the last 6 months comlpaining about how could they do this to me they knew I was trying (yeah like they knew you were going to conceive on the same day), K also spent alot of time thinking labour will be just like the forster ironman triathalon….. which she has dropped out of in the middle at least once, so that she ended up with a C/S after talking about going natural didn’t suprise me even if it is more related to her having broken some bones in that area in the past than drugs inhibiting thing working properly, thats the main reason that I wanted homebirth each step up in drugs leads to further intervention, Drs don’t wan’t paitents in pain so will really try to convince you to make use of their relief methods (I don’t even take panadol for headaches and such) if I’m at home I have to make the decision to go to the hospital for drugs rather than being right there and it just happening.

I’m glad the boy has been talking to experianced fathers at work even though he won’t read anything, one told him that cutting the cord is overrated don’t bother let them do it and wait till baby is dried and wraped (poor boy is disgusted at the thought of gunk still being there wonder how he will go with the pooey nappies) b4 holding. another said don’t let them give drugs, because one of his was effected by it for a couple of hours, poor kid was zonked out for ages (glad someone shared that now the boy knows why I don’t want to go that way) I’m thinking I might go find something to munch on … chrisco came today we have special food for a while

22 days December 2, 2007

yep 22 Days til christmas 7 days till MIL comes to stay, 12 days till DD seriously it will be much earlier this week would be nice, The Boy dosen’t understand the need for me to be comfortable with the people that are here and thinks it would be nice to have his mum here for the birth …. you got another thing coming I hardly know MIL I have met her briefly twice in 6 years and spoken on the phone to her very occasionally.

back to the original reason for posting, Christmas, I have yet to decorate(aka put up the tree) I have frames for the grandparents, which I plan on putting a family photo in each(hurry up baby), a calendar for dad, a wading pool for M&J and then there is mum and the boy…. mum I’m stuck on, if I hadn’t found the calendar for dad I would have got them a combined gift of a digital photo frame, I have myself on a tight budget $25 PP photo frame is way out of that range unless I get one of these which is closer to the right range. we aren’t doing brothers just kids and oldies which cuts the list down a bit