Happy Birfday to me November 27, 2007

yesterday the boy asked me what I wanted for my birthday,one day we might both get around to buying not last minute pressies….. if he had asked a week ago I would have had a list for him, thinking about it now there are at least 2 I can think of

• a new cotton nightie possibly in a size that dosen’t show my bum
• series 1 of house or ugly betty or any other not to bad tv show (we don’t pay for tv )
• a book Dark celebration
• a dustbuster (just cause we don’t have one)

 wow thats 4  I would also love a hard disk video camera but thats not overly important and the least likely to be used I can borrow my DLBs one he doesn’t use it much

its raining again, dad will be here soon mum wanted to go out for dinner, I don’t much feel like going anywhere, my back is aching again, my tummmy feels heavy,  hoping this means we haven’t long to go now. any way I compromised, I said I’d go to there house for atlantic salmon reasons

1. comfy chairs
2. can lay down if I want to
3. don’t have to wait to order
4. don’t have to wait for food to be served (one place we waited almost 3 hours!)
5. can go home whenever I want with out having to get out of the club first

 the boy’s mum’s 50th Birthday is in 2 days we discussed getting her an Ipod shuffle and filling it with music she likes (luckily I have similar tastes) but then we realised that she won’t be able to charge it I hope he looks tomorrow to see if we can get a travel charger on short notice

oh well I’m going to go back to waiting

eek November 26, 2007

well first weekly appointment today, sent a letter requesting the hire of an oxygen cylinder today, found out that MIL is coming to stay next week today, hope things have happened by then and she will be an extra pair of hands, thanks mum the vac is in the corner over there, your son likes the floor cleaned twice a week hahahaha yeah right like I’d speak to someone I’ve only met twice like that though if we have a small baby at the time she might be at least given shoo away the guests duty and if we have chrisco arrive help the boy pack it into the freezer mmmmmm turkey is coming

as for the appointment the boy was well educated in the subjects of blood discharge and vaccination (oh so much confusion and conflict on that one things may be delayed a few months but definatley no hep b for my 2 day old) MW said she has yet to have her baby vaccinated with all of the conflict and confusion but probably will before she goes to school

the boy has gopne to work, I am considering a nice nap, I’m also hoping my ear unblocks some time soon its driving me mad

I’m tired Im hungry November 23, 2007

I need sleep last time I acutally slept properly was monday night I fell asleep on the lounge woke up in a puddle of drool and dragged myself to bed slept a good 12 hours and woke up feeling ok must have needed it because since then I have developed a cold again on top of that baby is still posterier so I have been told to only lay on my left side and lean forward when sitting hopefully the little pain will turn around for me , the problem with my left side…. my hip and leg aches, problem with laying on my side only my lower back aches its fine while the boy cuddles in but he dosen’t for long and my back gets sore without the warmth,.

 I was ment to order my oxygen today just have to hope nothing happens over the weekend and order it on monday morning, I don’t think I was with it enough today to talk on the phone….. can someone explain why when I’m on the Do not call register I still get calls offering free moblie phones which get me out of the bath because I think its the boy and he goes into panic mode if I don’t answer……. poor boy is under the impression that everything is going to happen really quickly like be all over with in 1hour or less I wish he would do some reading and not be so unprepared.

 I am hungry but I don’t  feel like making any thing, thinking next shop might involve a couple of frozen lesanges and other such very usefull instant frozen foods that don’t require much thought, yes they are often horribly fatty and full of preservitaves etc but atm I couldn’t give a damn as long as its food

I need a nice big block of chocolate preferably dark and cold or a packet of timtams and a glass of milk November 14, 2007

After listening to The Boy whinge all day about how he has to do everything….. I hate it when he does that he keeps hitting himself in the head, its not my fault that he takes on a million projects at once, really the front yard reno could have waited till next year when I would be more comfortable about spending the money and more up to helping out, my little bike dosen’t need to be delt with right now, I would have done the washing if he hadn’t already put it in the machine while I was in the shower, I don’t see the need to constantly vac and mop would be even less if we ate at the dining table instead of the coffee table then we wouldn’t need a carpet cleaner either, his project bike is important but would be better delt with at a time when we aren’t looking at relying on his income for food some savings b4 I go on half pay would be good. ok over that one.

thought I might take that trip to the shop this after noon, the bus was supposed to come at 310 it went past the end of the street at 307 I was about 4 meters from the corner where the stop is grrrrr next one was at 345 couldn’t be bothered anymore needed to get washing off the line b4 the storm came

got home to find the dogs inside again they got a good belting and shoved back through the hole, will see if I can find some wood to fix it with tomorrow since the wire dosen’t seem to be working, for those picturing holes in our floor don’t worry, the sun room was tacked on to the side of the house and sliding panels put to hide the underhouse parts which were closed in for storage space we opend up the back bit and put a dogbed in there I have been using wire first bird then chicken to stop them pushing the panels out they have managed to break the bird wire and pulled a corner of the chicken wire down just enough to squeeze through grrrrr

feeling better now made the mistake of watching huey now hungry going to look for food….. anyone know how to make holindaise?

I’m a lazy blogger November 8, 2007

I sit down in front of the screen my head swimming with Ideas, hands to the keyboard and ….*gone*….. every little thought my mind goes blank oh well I am seriously thinking of moving my other blog here much less to think about there go my dreams of a blog that I don’t mind family coming across one that I might even give them the link to …….. ah bugger it I’ll deal with it later

thanks to magnetoboldtoo for commenting it reminds me that I haven’t written here for a while, I suppose I should update and explain, firstly it probably sounds like public service HR because well I suppose it pretty much is, state rail now known as Railcorp, a government job is a government job by the sounds of it, HR is all the same we did figure it out I am currently on 4 weeks annual leave which will be followed by 18 weeks maternity leave another 4 weeks annual and 3 weeks unpaid, Oh and I have to get a Dr’s certificate to say that I am fit to go back to work. :-S

the ankle, well another 2 weeks of physio and useless phone calls and I’m pretty good still a little stiff but getting more flexible as time goes on. I can almost sit with my legs crossed again without pain

Baby I am getting tired of I don’t know what I will do when its outside but at the moment I don’t think it’s working to well being inside mostly just because I’m uncomfortable

I asked mum to be my backup support person today she didfn’t understand why, I told her about the lady my Midwife had last week who was in labor for 4 days and the Midwife suggested if it takes me that long the boy might want someone to releive him. she dosen’t understand the whole fear of hospital thing and told me if it goes for that long I should be going to hospital she changed her tune when I told her the lady had contractions only every hour not close together ones but regular enough for the Midwife to be there eventually she got sick of it and went to hospital for a drip to speed things up and had a healthy baby. Mum has been against the whole homebirth idea since I told her about it I wish mabel lived closer and wasn’t pg herself I would really appreciate someone who shares my own thoughts and has some experiance in birth to be my support or my cousin wasn’t on her way to bolivia oh well hopefully I won’t need to call her

are you clean now ? :-) November 5, 2007

we had my baby shower yesterday, lots of fun didn’t get bombarded like the sils threatened which is good, saw friends unfortunatey no cameras came out so no pics

we now have plenty of clothes and lots of supplies, I think I have enough wipes to last at least a month even though I was planning on using cloth ones I’ll use the throw away ones first then have a go with the cloth ones and back to the throw away ones if I don’t like the cloth ones (confusing enough?)

had bad sleep last night may be TMI but I leak, puddles everywhere, I have been told to wear Breast pads to stop the puddles, didn’t have the heart to tell the MW that I generally sleep nakey and won’t be changing that for a while

we have no food again I’m thinking kebabs would be good, ok so we have got food I just don’t feel very creative atm and couldn’t be bothered cooking anything probably because I haven’t eaten for a while and that is making me feel a little sick

I’d better go and find something to put in my belly