wouldn’t you know it June 23, 2009

I have 1 week off and on the evening of day 1 I get this tickle in my chest which of course causes coughing …. oh I so hope it dosen’t turn FLU on me

the last couple of weeks my weightloss has pretty much stopped dead …. totally my fault but for now untill I can bring myself to get back on program I’m stuck at 79.something…… at least I’m pretty much out of the 80s

we are getting a skip tomorrow morn for 3 days…. I have 3 days to totally rid myself of all ot that stuff that doesn’t make me happy or I haven’t used or looked at for over a year or i have no place for ….. I’M EXCITED

this is the last one I promise June 19, 2009

this week my weightloss has stalled suddenly and completely …. oh no!….

I have me to blame, cheese on toast mmmmmm, cakes, biscuits and …… tarts especially the tarts
so I am promising this is my last neenish tart for at least 1 month but possibly 3 just because I can’t stay away from the things especially if they are from michelles patisserie….. mmmmmm, they use real cream for the filling …..mmmmmmm. and lots of jam….. mmmmm , nd the pink icing is actually strawberry flavoured ….mmmmmmm

ok stop it no more from now O.k …. just for a little while

now to get the thoughts of pork rolls and kebabs out of my head ….hmmmmm

ever just want to wag work? June 17, 2009

you know like some people did at school but different.
I’ve felt like it a few times the last couple of weeks how good would it be like this morning when i missed my first bus i thought i could so easily jump on the next one them call in sick and travell all around sydney stopping in this shop or that perhaps drop in someplace for yum cha the another for coffee an head to ikea do lunch
Ah the things of dreams i’d so get caught out so I came to work where i can sit waiting for a train twiddling with my phone

ahh the weekend May 29, 2009

the two days of the week we sorta look forward to…. I say sorta because I think all week can’t wait till saturday when I can sleep in and plan to do nothing for the next 48hrs then I realise the million and1 things that need doing and the places we are expected to go and things we are expected to do and people we are expected to see and I feel tired again just thinking about it ….. oh well I’m sure it will be a good one

now here’s a skill May 26, 2009

I had to get fuel on my way home today which unfortunatley for me also happens to be cheap day for fuel so the servo was absolutley packed

Lucky me noticed the end pump that no one was going to even though the others already had 2 cars waiting at each …. very sad people, shows how unobservant people can be

as usual I went and paid after filling up (oh how I miss the old pay at the pump ) when I got to the counter (I like to look at the mags even if I don’t need another one, remember I am a spendaholic)
told the chicky the number and she rattled of the price … $16 something (gotta love a bike) and told me to swipe my card (sorry dad still can’t bring myself to carry cash) while I was struggling with my poor overworked debit card a man came to pay the chicky directed him to the second register which was also open told him his price andto swipe his card then came and sorted out my issues printed bothe recipts at the same time and passed them over to the respective customers…. anyway I was pretty impressed that she was operating both registers at once and occasionaly slowing down to sell scratchies at a third

oh the imagination of a very small child May 25, 2009

I guess she’ll never cease to amaze me, this is her lastes game in the shower,

a little while ago she was teaching these bath toys to swim in the bath, counting like we do at swimming “un doo eeee un’er”

tonight can you guess what they were doing …. this one I love …. heres a hint  “mruum mruum mruum” Lol

 

 

 

apparently taps are now motorbikes very cute

MOTHERS DAY and finally some pics May 11, 2009

been really busy latley working lots of ot since mum lost her job and is able to baby sit she now works casual which sorta suits her

anyway mothers day came and went already we went out to the black stump I was a little unimpressed, I like my steak blue, every time I have gone to the black stump they have done it perfectly (non believers properly done it dosen’t bleed)….. this time it was rare I will admit the resturant was packed so the kitchen may have been extra busy and well its a waste of tood to get an over cooked steak re made so I perservered. Tip boy had a similar issue he got well done rather than medium

anyway miss was an absolute dream dispite missing her morning/midday nap she sat happily

she showed her cheeky self

she got lots of practise drinking from a big girl cup because mummy forgot the sippy cup

she thoroughly enjoyed spag and meatballs

and some of daddys salad to go with it

then it all got a bit noisey

so we went and played at pas

3 weeks in 5kgs down May 4, 2009

looks like i’m up to start some exercise again soon
week 1 was 1.2kg week 2 was 3.3 an this week was 0.9 i also need to get back to the whole drinking water thing
discovered a fairly good form of exercise today when my parents group met at a play centre we took our little kids through the big kids bit lots of fun chasing miss and climbing around very tiring have to go again one day soon during the week of course

week 1 April 21, 2009

easter came and went it took miss a bit to understand egg hunting I’d show her where one is and she’d stare at it blankly like, yeah and? she certainly understood what was so good about them when we opened one for her ….. which was quicky followed by a couple of wrapped ones and later resulted in a multi coloured nappy

anyway no asking for boobie all weekend happy as can be without it so I started TF that tuesday any way 1 week on AF decides to visit on weigh day, I really gotta work out this cycle thing last month seemed a week early this month is 4 days early cause I marked it on the calendar not that its majorly important but it took a bit to convince the boy that men don’t have to ejaculate to release sperm, and I think he now kinda gets why I’m not really interested in another baby at least not for a very very long time and especially not if  I still have to work FT with 2 under 5 at home I think telling him that sometimes I just don’t want to come home for a few days so I can relax and do my own thing for a change helped

 any way back to the TF I was hoping to lose 2 kg or more but I got 1.2  and considering I haven’t been drinking enough water and I had ice cream and a tortilla (with chicken and salad) on wednesday and chinese minus the rice on sunday night I think thats pretty good next wekk I will do better I am hoping to start finding the time and energy to get back  on the Wii fit on rainy days like today and out for a walk on the not so rainy days… I wish someone would invent a harness that allows one to walk unruly dogs whilst pushing the pram i hate the pram but miss is a pain to walk down the street with atm even with her own lead on she keeps wanting to run for the road or falling over here and there which is fine if you have all night to get around the block and  isn’t practical with the dogs as well because they will be all over her

I have to get a more recent photo or vid of them all together I imagine a vid would show better they love her she loves them its very cute

what to do oh what to do April 9, 2009

I’ve been thinking for ages about losing weight….. agian sigh …. its slowyly crept back and now i am a little over 90KGs which is the heaviest I’ve gone up to without the excuse of preganancy causing it
its very sad
anyway I sortof decided to keep an eye on portion size etc and when we stop BFing hit tony ferguson for 6 weeks or sofor a bit of a kick up the bum then back to the stuff I know from WW combined with some yummy stuff from the symply too good books

well the time has come, I found in january I had to take the not offering aproach because I was just getting a little overwhelmed by everything and she has responded well we went straight to 2 feeds a night from 5 and none in the mornings from 1-2 with no issues what so ever
then cam last week when I realised she hasin’t asked (ie assumed the position and pulled my shirt while headbutting my chest cause she can’t undo the bra) for a little over a week perhaps now is a good time so I ordered 4 weeks of TF
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
this week alone she has asked 3 times so do I start looking at refusing and go ahead with plans for me or do I keep that nice closeness the cuddles the love the appreciation and trust … sigh

I have kinda decided to take the next few weeks as the come the earliest any of the TF stuff runs out is december this year, I imagine by then she’ll either stop asking or I can pass those over to SIL …. but then again whos saying a tf shake rather than an upand go for breakfast would be and issue it only the full plan that you can’t do while BF (at all) because of the by products of that form of weight loss

happy easter every one we are heading to the bay very early i the morning guess I should put myself to bed